I Heart Speed Limits?

I read Psalm 119 today, the longest chapter in the Bible at 176 verses. It's all about one thing: loving God's law. I remember reading this in high school and thinking, "What? Loving the law? That makes no sense!" After all, who would say they love the laws we must follow. Of course, we love when those laws protect us or give us a complaint against someone else. But who can say they love speed limits when the officer asks for your license and registration? We like laws when they make us feel good, when they force everyone but us to change.

I don't know if I love anything as much as this psalmist loves God's law:

"I rejoice in following your statutes as one rejoices in great riches." - v. 14

"Your statutes are my delight; they are my counselors." - v. 24

I run in the path of your commands, for you have set my heart free." - v. 32

"Your decrees are the theme of my song wherever I lodge." - v. 54

"I open my mouth and pant, longing for your commands." - v. 131

"Streams of tears flow from my eyes, for your law is not obeyed." - v. 136

"Seven times a day I praise you for your righteous laws." - v. 164

This is why the length of Psalm 119 flabbergasts me...how can anyone talk so long about law? Only if they desperately love it. But what we see in Psalm 119 is that the only reason the psalmist loves God's law so much is that he loves the God who wrote it. As I read this, I pray that God will place in me a love for Himself so deep that I will long for every word that comes from His mouth, and not only the parts that make me comfortable. I want to love the boring genealogies, the lengthy descriptions of the building materials for the Temple, the harsh words Jesus had for the Pharisees, the gory slaughters of the Israelites, Midianites, or whatever "ites" get killed in battle. I want my heart to long for every letter of every word on every page of God's Word, because in it I will find Him.

"I open my mouth and pant, longing for your commands." - v. 131

Give me a hunger and thirst for You, Lord, and the beauty of Your Word.

Is God Everyone's King?

"The LORD has established his throne in heaven, and his kingdom rules over all." - Psalm 103:19

Our LifeGroup is going through Tim Keller's The Reason for God, and it is rock-awesome. Keller examines the popular arguments against God's existence, compassionately exposes their fallacy, and demonstrates how solid, biblical theology can answer our doubts, all in words that a non-Christian can grasp. It's heady stuff, but it fills the soul.

Last night's discussion was on this question: how can a good and all-powerful God allow suffering? We ended up talking at length about the sovereignty of God, a.k.a. His Kingship and ability to rule over all things. I have struggled for a long time with the idea of free will and its relation to God's Almighty-ness...if God is totally in control, then do my choices matter? If I choose not to follow God, is that something I've really chosen, or is it something He's chosen?

I read this verse this morning and it struck me hard. I used to think that our free will limited God's sovereignty, that He has limited Himself to operate only in places where He is welcome. But in light of this verse, that idea seems incredibly prideful. It doesn't say "His kingdom rules over all those who allow it to rule over them"...it says "His kingdom rules over all", and we might add "whether they know it or not". God is the Lord of everyone, and He will utilize everything, even negative choices, to achieve His own will. God is our King whether we acknowledge it or not. He has total rights to our lives simply by His act of creation. And the day will come when every knee will bow and every tongue confess that He is Lord...everyone will see God for who He truly is. As a good friend of mine used to say, "dead atheists know the truth".

But I think our choices do matter. Many times in Scripture we see where God chose not to work miraculously for a people who didn't trust Him, and Jesus couldn't do miracles because of unbelief. God respects our choice to say "you are not welcome". But He is still King, and He still rules, and He will still use unwelcoming people to draw others to Him. We don't always understand it, but understanding isn't required of a King's subject...only submission is.

Today, Lord, I will trust in Your wisdom, in suffering or in joy. I surrender my autonomy to Your sovereignty, whatever may come. Test me in this, Lord, that I may be shown to be true.

Random Scriptures for the Day

Sometimes I think we spend too much time interpreting Scripture and not enough just letting it flow over us. God has put significant power into His Word (Heb 1:3), and every once in a while we could let it read us instead of us trying to read it. A few Scriptures from my reading today that lightened my heart, without commentary:

"You are forgiving and good, O Lord, abounding in love to all who call to you." - Psalm 86:5

"Teach me your way, O LORD, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. I will praise you, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify your name forever. For great is your love toward me; you have delivered me from the depths of the grave." - Psalm 86:11-13

"Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you, who walk in the light of your presence, O LORD. They rejoice in your name all day long; they exult in your righteousness. For you are their glory and strength, and by your favor you exalt our horn. Indeed, our shield belongs to the LORD, our king to the Holy One of Israel." - Psalm 89:15-18

"I will punish their sin with the rod, their iniquity with flogging; but I will not take my love from him, nor will I ever betray my faithfulness. I will not violate my covenant or alter what my lips have uttered." - Psalm 89:32-34

May God be praised and glorified through my thoughts, words, and actions today.

"No Matter What" Guitar Chords!

Hey guys, this is kinda random. I heard a great song on the radio the other day, "No Matter What" by Kerrie Roberts. Here's a link to it on YouTube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OA3MSqufJP4

My favorite line is in the first verse: "Before a heartache can ever touch my life, it has to go through Your hands." A great reminder that God is always in charge and has a purpose for allowing the pain in our lives. Nothing slips through His gaze unnoticed...and let's remember that He even entered into our pain by coming to earth as Jesus Christ and taking the pain of the cross for our sins. Our God is an awesome God!

I couldn't find the guitar chords for "No Matter What" online, so hopefully this will be the first complete chord chart anywhere on the Internet! Guitar players, let me know if this works! Enjoy playing or listening to this inspiring song!

No Matter What

By Kerrie Roberts

Key: F (G scheme tuned down one whole step)

VERSE 1:

C G D

I’m running back to your promises one more time

Am

Lord that’s all I can hold on to,

C G

I gotta say this has taken me

D Am

By surprise, but nothing surprises you

C G D

Before a heartache can ever touch my life,

Am

It has to go through Your hands,

C G

And even though I keep asking why,

D Am

I keep asking why…

CHORUS:

C G

No matter what, I’m gonna love You,

D Am

No matter what I’m gonna need You,

C G

I know that You can find a way to keep me from the pain

D Am

But if not, if not, I’ll trust in you, no matter what

C G D Am

No matter what

VERSE 2:

When I’m stuck and there’s nothing else

By myself, I’m just sitting in silence

There’s no way I can make it without Your help, I won’t even try it.

I know You have Your reasons for everything,

So I will keep believing

Whatever I might be feeling, God you are my hope,

And you will be my strength…

CHORUS

BRIDGE:

Am G D/F#

Anything I don’t have You can give it to me,

G D/F# Em

But it’s ok if You don’t,

Am G D/F#

I’m not here for those things,

G D/F# C

The touch of Your love is enough on its own,

C G D Am

No matter what I still love You and I’m gonna need You…

CHORUS

Psalm 71

"My mouth will tell of your righteousness, of your salvation all day long, though I know not its measure. I will come and proclaim your mighty acts, O Sovereign LORD; I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone. Since my youth, O God, you have taught me, and to this day I declare your marvelous deeds. Even when I am old and gray, do not forsake me, O God, till I declare your power to the next generation, your might to all who are to come. Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God, you who have done great things. Who, O God is like you?" - Psalm 71:15-19

I am too preoccupied with my own righteousness. This psalm captured my heart today because it reminded me not to be too wrapped up in myself. It is good to be concerned about integrity and living a good life, but that is not the goal of our existence. I love that this psalm praises God’s righteousness above all other things. How often have I gone through a whole day and forgotten to think of God? The psalmist says that in his youth he was taught to praise God and when he’s old he begs that he not be forsaken until he declares God’s power to the next generation. I think this shows the need for our churches to be multigenerational! The dream of God is that generations would pass on the knowledge of Himself to the next ones.

He says “I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone.” May we never be preoccupied with our own good deeds, but be obsessed with His. I love the way Tim Keller put it in The Reason for God:

“Christians, then, should expect to find nonbelievers who are much nicer, kinder, wiser, and better than they are. Why? Christian believers are not accepted by God because of their moral performance, wisdom, or virtue, but because of Christ’s work on their behalf. Most religions and philosophies of life assume that one’s spiritual status depends on your religious attainments. This naturally leads adherents to feel superior to those who don’t believe and behave as they do. The Christian gospel, in any case, should not have that effect.” (p. 19)

God, grant me the humility to remember that my righteous acts are as filthy rags in Your sight. Teach me to cherish Your righteousness today and give you all the glory for any success or victory. Let others see me and praise You. Remove my selfishness and place a burning desire for Your glory at the very center of my heart.

Psalm 62

My reading this morning was Psalms 58-65, but Psalm 62 struck me the most. I have always loved Psalm 63 with its warm, stirring, touchy-feely poetry, but today as I sit this morning, exhausted from a long night, for some reason the straight-edged directness of #62 is sticking with me.

The theme is simple: God alone is our hope. Verse 8 parses that out: "Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge."

1. Trust God

This is very different from "believing in God", which is what most people mistakenly think will save them. An agnostic friend has asked me several times if she just believes that God exists, will she go to heaven? I have to reply that not only does God want more than that from us, we NEED more than that. Trusting God is believing He exists and then living every day in reliance upon that truth. If God didn't exist, would my day be any different? What will I do today that is unexplainable except if God is real?

2. All times

This makes me think of a wedding vow...for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer. I think everyone trusts God more at some times and less at others in a habitual pattern. I tend to trust Him more when everything is going well, when there's money in the bank, happiness in the family, success in our endeavors. When is it unusual for me to trust in God? How can I tangibly, measurably trust Him in that time?

3. Pour out your hearts

Part of trusting God is approaching Him with total honesty. Let's not patronize Him with trite "thee/thou" prayers we learned in Sunday School or from the King James Bible, but cry out to Him from the depths of our souls. All over the Bible God says that He hates hypocrisy and fakeness, and that He will never despise or refuse the cries of a contrite heart. So, if we know we ought to pray but don't "feel like it", pray anyway and tell Him "I don't feel like praying right now, but here goes."

4.Our refuge

This is a hiding place. When things go wrong, where do we hide? When life comes crashing down, where do I run? I've shared with many people my addiction to pornography, and I have to admit that I want to run to that when things don't go my way. I think we all tend to run toward things that will feel good immediately and allow us total control...we want our 15 minutes of deity, almost like telling God "you let this happen to me, so now I'll play God for a while." Our tragedy can be the greatest tool to draw us toward God, being a reminder that we can't handle life as well as we thought and need to give the control over to Him.

TRUST GOD. That's the word for today. May everything I do today outwardly reflect an unswerving trust that God is real and intimately involved in my world.

Blog Reboot!

Dear three people who read this besides me,

Obviously my first attempt at blogging failed. Like so many other would-be life-pundits out there, I wrote a couple and then quit. I'm gonna try again, this time a little differently. Let me explain.

I have been reading through a Bible-in-a-year program that I hope to repeat every year until I go to see God face to face. It's been great, but just blazing through chapter after chapter to squeeze it in isn't allowing me to soak up the Word in the way that my soul is craving. So I am going to try and use this blog to journal what's going on in my devotional reading for two reasons:

1. Process better for myself what God is saying in my daily readings

2. Share whatever insight I have with whoever cares to share it

So hopefully, this will work out well for all of us! I'll try to write at least 1-2 times a week, and I won't publish the change until I get rollin' for a couple of weeks. To God be the glory, and I hope you'll enjoy eating a little Soul Candy from the Word of God with me. Peace!